Dissipation
I've always kept an unwritten list of "Bible words". These are terms that really lack any significance outside of the Bible but within the Bible they literally ooze with meaning. Things like Redemption, Glorification, Santification, Justification, Resurrection, Salvation, Reconciliation. This Sunday marks the beginning of Advent where we look to Who has come and Who will come. Forward and Back. A time of waiting and expectation.
In the Gospel we encounter another one of my "Bible words"--one with a little more negative connotation than the ones listed above. An excerpt from this week's pericope:
But watch yourselves lest your hearts be weighed down with dissipation and drunkenness and cares of this life, and that day come upon you suddenly like a trap. For it will come upon all who dwell on the face of the whole earth. But stay awake at all times, praying that you may have strength to escape all these things that are going to take place, and to stand before the Son of Man. (Lk 21:34-36 ESV)
The word is: dissipation. There is a three-fold exhortation for the people of God in this passage: "Do not be weighed down (itself a deep phrase) with dissipation, drunkenness, and cares of this life."
Drunkenness is easy to identify and avoid both in ourselves and others. Being weighed down by the cares of this world can also be identified especially in the busy Christmas shopping/party-going season.
But dissipation is different. Dissipation is the stuff you miss. The stuff that was there once but now is gone. And it has disappeared without us noticing it. In one way, it is like our family. We live day-to-day together and walk through our daily lives without taking the time to notice and enjoy each moment. One day we wake up and the kids are gone or our parents health has deteriorated and they pass from us. Dissipation.
In another way, it is what we *could* have been enjoying but don't because we have opted for a more convenient replacement. Like eating store bought tomatoes instead of home-grown. We don't understand what the fruit should taste like because we have accepted an easier or more convenient alternative. Or it's like eating fast food because it is quick and tasty but over time lacks the nutritional value that "slower" foods deliver. Our health, our enjoyment of food has dissipated without us knowing it until one day we notice that we can no longer walk up the stair without getting winded or that the cold we get each Winter seems to hang on longer and longer.
Of the exhortations in this Sunday's Gospel, dissipation is the most dangerous because it unlike the others, comes upon us "as a thief in the night". It isn't about the things we see or do; it is about the things we have forgotten. The things that we've grown numb to. The things that slip through our fingers without being noticed. "You don't know what you got 'til it's gone."
I love the word "dissipation" because it points me to those things that are unseen yet endure. The only things that produce lasting satisfaction and contentment in this life. They point me towards the Things to come.
And that is what Advent is all about.

